an insight into the life of em.

1) Have you ever got so wet in the night that you wake up wanting some sexual activity? yes haha

2) Tell me your wettest dream? nah haha

3) What body attracts you the most, men or women? men

4) Ever kissed a girl? yus

5) Home alone and your bored. What do you do? eat hahahaha

6) Do you touch yourself sexually? no

7) Do you watch porn? have done

8) Which type of porn is your best? probably lesbian haha

9) If you could have sex with anyone in the world, who would it be?wiz khalifa omg

10) What do you wear when you go to bed? depends usually underwear and a top

11) What do you think you look the sexiest in? nothing lol

12) Have you ever watched someone make out on accident or purpose? whut?

13) Has a guy/girl even touched you or discreetly groped you while clubbing or in a crowded place? yes -.- fucking hate it

14) If there’s one place a girl/guy should touch you to make you instantly horney, where is that?pant line

15) Have you ever made out with someone just because you were bored or horney? yup ha

16) How do you think your body would look better, shaved or natrual? 100% shaved haha

17) Does a massage get you wet? no

18) If you were/are a lesbian, would you go for the women/girls who act like men, or the ones who act like girls?idk

19) Would you get turned on if I was whispering all these questions in your ear?no?lmfao

20) Are you a touchy feel person?not really

21) Do you take showers more in the night or in the morning? morning

22) Do you masturbate? have done

23) Ever masturbated in public? no

24) Do you own a sex toy? not anymore wa :(

25) You’ve just got the call that your going to die sometime this week- what are the top five things you do and why?speak to my ex, stop wasting time with other people, have a lottttttof sex

26) Ever left the house without wearing any underwear?yes

27) What’s the dirtest thing anyone’s ever said to you to turn you on?idk

28) If you could only say one line to someone to turn them on, what would you say?idk

29) How many times do you masturbate a week?enough aha

30) What is the best thing about having sex with a guy? idk tbh haha

31) What is the best thing about having sex with a guy? i just said idk

32) Have you ever been called a tease? yes :3

i wish i could forget you.

1. What is your best friends name? jasmin :)
2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now? im not wearing any :$
3. What are you listening to right now? little lion man :’)
4. Whats your favorite number? 18
5. What was the last thing you ate? a mcdonalds snack wrap!
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? dark gray aha
7. How is the weather right now? cold and foggy
8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? scott :)
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? body type like muscles, then hair :)
10. Do you have a significant other? whats that>
11. Favorite TV show? friends/big bang theory cannot choose one haha
12. Siblings? two sisters
13. Height? not sure
14. Hair color? blue :D haha
15. Eye Color? greeennnnn
16. Do you wear contacts? no
17. Favorite Holiday? butlins with five mates haha
18. Month? now? october. favourite? september
19. Have you ever cried for no reason? lots
20. What was the last movie you watched? mean girls ofc
21. Favorite Day of the Year? 18th september
22. Are you too shy to ask someone out? nope!
23. Can you do a headstand (not using the wall)? yes:)
24. Hugs or Kisses? hugs
25. Chocolate or Vanilla? choccccyyyy
26. Do you want your friends to respond to this? none of them can see this! :D
27. Who is most likely to respond to a text from you? my best friend aha
28. Who is least likely to respond to a text from you? my ex aha :/
29. What books are you reading? none lool
30. Piercings? venom bites, dermal in my wrist, rook, lobes and as of tomorrow septum too :D
31. Favorite movies? mean girls and wild child
32. Favorite football Team? none
33. What are you doing right now? in bed
34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? salted
37. Dogs or cats? neither
38. Favorite flower? ew
39. Been caught doing something you weren’t supposed to do? yurp
40. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex? yes well close friends :P
41. Have you ever loved someone? i still do haha
42. Who would you like to see right now? my ex tbh
43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten? no theyve probs forgot i exist ive forgotten all of their names etc..
44. Have you ever fired a gun? no
45. Do you like to travel by plane?dno
46. Right-handed or Left-handed?lefty boyo
47. How many pillows do you sleep with?six
48. Are you missing someone?a lot
49. Do you have a tattoo? as of tomorrow i will :D
50. Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with? yes :’)

1: Real (first) Name? Emma
2: Current crush!? my boyfriend Matthew :3
3: Addiction? smoking, redbull, drinking, partying, wiz khalifa, cher lloyd
4: How tall am I? fuck knows.
5: Relationship status? in a relationship and so fucking happy :D
6: Girls I trust? Jas (my best friend) my mum and my big sis
7: Boys I trust? theres rather a few of them cba to name :)
9: Current mood? so fucking happy <3
10: When was the last time I did something for the 1st time? bought a drink legally a few weeks back
11: Confession; i care for my boyfriend too much we’ve not known each other long enough for my feelings to be this strong!
12: Who I miss? Cassie Mae, my two nannas, my big sister, my daddy, my step dad atm.
13: Who I last hugged? matty :3
14: Who understands me? jasmin and my mum and elliott :)
15: Someone who is always there for me: my mum
16: Last Text? matty saying goodnight and sweetdreams :3
17: Who’s a stranger: my ex (THANK FUCK HA)
18: Who makes me laugh the most? matty :3
19: Who I do the craziest stuff with? elliott and ricky aha!
20: Who makes me smile? matty :3
21: What am i listening to? blink 182 i miss you :)
22: Turn on’s? lip biting, hip grabbing, ear nibbling, neck kisses, gentle hair pulling.
23: Turn offs? gross teeth.
24. Bestfriends? jasmin and elliott :)
26: Second confess? I dno :( haha
27: What I hate? lots of things.
28: Who’s annoying? loadsa girls i know wh all think theyre so kardashian and so cute and such dolls and omg lol xo NO YOU FAGS.
29: Favorite Sex position? doggy hahaha.
30: Last person to give you butterflies? matty :3

i havent wrote here for a while but right now i need to okay, i need to tell someone, yet no one how im feeling. i feel empty. i feel sad. i feel gutted. i feel hurt. i feel like you regret me, do you? i always said i just want you to be happy but to hell with that. i want you. thats it okay. i said it. i havent said it to a soul. i fucking love you. youre my soulmate, my partner my best friend. these last few months yeah theyve been great and ive found a new boyfriend but he isnt you. im living some sort of party lifestyle ha. its not me, the me that ive grown up being is controlled by you. most people would want to get away from that but no, i dont i really fucking dont. you can control me all you want, you can stop me using any form of communication to all my friends, every guy and een most of my family and il still love you. i just wanna run away with you. just me and you. somewhere in which no one has a clue who we are, no one knows anything about what we’e put each other through. that would be perfect, its what we always said we wanted to do, just run away. of course we’d come back to see our families and some friends but we’d build up our relationship properly first. we’d sort all our problems out etc. the thing is this is a perfect dream, but it isnt your dream, its my dream. youre fucking happy. im not. youve moved on. ive tried. no one seems to understand how fucking broken i am J. no one has the fucking slightest. i put on this face and even do it to my best friend and my family but im honestly so fucking broken inside. i want us to sort stuff out, i want us to be the couple we used to be, to be the best friends we used to be. i wanna turn time back to a year and a half ago, when we were genuinely so fucking happy. i get that everyone goes through break ups and everyone hurts sometimes but why does it have to be me? why did it have to be me that fucked up THAT badly :( i really fucking screwed you over. im so fucking sorry i just want your forgiveness and your love, i want you to come with me when i go to uni, ill do anything to end up with you. please break up with your new girlfriend. please realise youre meant to be with me. you are my everything and im quite simply youre nothing. fuck :(

1. Are looks important in a relationship? yeah:)
2. Are relationships ever worth it? while youre in it yeah, after i dno :/
3. Are you a virgin? no :)
4. Are you in a relationship? no. lol.
5. Are you in love? i think. sh.
6. Are you single this year? yuuuuuuuuuup.
7. Can you commit to one person? yes :)
8. Describe your crush My first love, my everything, my best friend. my worst enemy.
9. Describe your perfect mate Tattoos, piercings, dark hair, perfect skin, white teeth
10. Do you believe in love at first sight? nope:)
11. Do you ever want to get married? not sure tbh
12. Do you forgive betrayal? yup -.-
13. Do you get jealous easily? haha yes, so easily.
14. Do you have a crush on anyone? yup :)
15. Do you have any piercings? yusssss
16. Do you have any tattoos? not yet!
17. Do you like kissing in public? yes :3
20. Do you shower every day? yes :3
21. Do you think someone has feelings for you? they tell me they do but…
22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? hope not (A)
23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? i have
24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? no way
25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year? nope
26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? yes:)
27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?no.
28. Have you ever been cheated on? yeah but it wasnt an important relationship:)
29. Have you ever cheated on someone? hmm :/
30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body? face, teeth, boobs, skin, legs, toes, nose, lips, ears, eyes.
31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? yup
32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? what?
33. Have you ever had sex with a man? yes:)
34. Have you ever had sex with a woman? no :)
35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? yup
36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends? yeah :/ ha
37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? yup. :/
38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?yeah
39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? yeah
40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? no
41. Have you had sex so far this year? yeah :)
42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? idk haha not long :’)
43. How long was your longest relationship? on and off over two years
44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? four kinda serious ones:)
45. How many people did you kiss in 2011? more than i should have.
46. How many times did you have sex last year? more than i should.
47. How old are you? 17
48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?nothing.
49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? tbh no.
51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for? yes
52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why? a few guys, not worth the hassle :)
53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?a lot of people but its my life :)
54. Is there someone you will never forget? yeah :)
55. Share a relationship story. woah okay, so i fell in love with someone two years ago, a year later we went on a break, i slept with someone else, then again a few months later, then he did it to me. then we’ve not been the same since.
56. State 8 facts about your body ugly. fat. spotty.
57. Things you want to say to an ex FUCK YOU
58. What are five ways to win your heart? dont mention other girls, treat me like a princess, get on with my friends, make an effort with my sister and other family, buy me cookies.
59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!) no
60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners? year or so
61. What is the first thing you notice in someone? body type
62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you? idk
63. What is your definition of “having sex”? i think thats clear
64. What is your definition of cheating? any form of unfaithfulness weather youre together or not.
65. What is your favourite foreplay routine? idk
66. What is your favourite roleplay? idk
67. What is your idea of the perfect date? movies in bed and sex
68. What is your sexual orientation? idk
69. What turns you off? bad teeth, ugly boxers, too much body hair :’)
70. What turns you on? a lot haha
71. What was your kinkiest wet dream? idk
72. What words do you like to hear during sex? idk
73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you? idk
74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for? idkkkk
75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?bought me jewleerryy
76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone? thrown a suprise party
77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? no opinion
78. What’s your dirtiest secret? haha i cant tell u that ;)
79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why? earlier. girls.
80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? ages ago
81. Who are five people you find attractive? idk
82. Who is the last person you hugged? my ex
83. Who was your first kiss with? some guy
84. Why did your last relationship fail? unfaithfulness
85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet? yes :)

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? no haha
2. You talked to an ex today, correct? nope!:)
3. Have you taken someones virginity?yess
4. Is trust a big issue for you? yes!
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?yes <3
6. What are you excited for?getting told what i wanna be told
7. What happened tonight? nothingggg
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?no! i do it alot haha
9. Is confidence cute?yessss!
10. What is the last beverage you had? dr pepper
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? more than the same sex, aha
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?yes
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?get wasteddddddddddd
14. What are you going to spend money on next?alcohol
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?no. aha.
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?hopefully only for the better
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?the guy i like :’)
18. The last time you felt broken?nine months ago :-) over it now!
19. Have you had sex today?no ha
20. Are you starting to realize anything?yes yes yes!
21. Are you in a good mood? yes
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? no way
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? yup
24. What do you want right this second? to look nice :’) haha
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?omg id be broken :’) id probably just break down and ask them why:/
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?basically :)
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?nope:/
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?cant remember paha
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?kinda:)
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?nope.

I wish i could say this, but instead i cant let you go. will i ever?

HOW FUCKING COULD YOU? YOU BROKE MY FUCKING HEART? YOU WALK AROUND LIKE YOU DID SHIT ALL WRONG TO ME AND I STILL FUCKING WORSHIP YOU.

WHY?

WHO FUCKING KNOWS.

WHAT SORT OF PERSON ARE YOU? FAKE.